1. |
Ants
04:40
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Who is there
If you’re feeling square
To throw you into the circle
And tell you no one’s there?
Life’s not fair
Neither is the fact
No one knows where or how
We’ll ever find love again
I’m slipping slowly fast
Destroying the past
Lies to the kids
About who broke the path
They think America’s great
Were at war with terror
All we are is scared
That the truth will unravel
We’re nothing but ants
In a manmade hill
Searching for a thrill
Free will is being
Choked on the ground
The bodies pile up
They’ve turned into a mound
But that’s the norm
The public doesn’t frown
They just walk on by
Without a memory
What this town used to be
Before this monstrosity
Before they had to worry
What they would see
Walking at night
In the wrong time or place
Might land you a space
In a steel barred cage
We’re nothing but ants
In a manmade hill
Perfect candidates
For a human landfill
History repeats
We don’t seem to care
Corruption ensues
Direct attention elsewhere
We’re nothing but ants
In a manmade hill
Perfect candidates
For a human landfill
History repeats
We don’t seem to care
Corruption ensues
Direct attention elsewhere
We all lay here
Struggling to survive
Divided we fall
But together we cry
There’s no way out
And I wish that was a lie
But the math comes out true
Time after time
Time, time
Time after time
Time, time
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2. |
Hold On
03:44
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If things go well
You may tell yourself
You must’ve got it down
But when the sky turns black
Your waves will crash
What do I do now?
It’s not a simple equation
You must be diligent every single day
and tend to your patience
You’ve gotta savor the flavors
Be enticing to strangers
Your neighbors, the kids
Anyone who ever made a name
The ones who tell you what remains
Now I’m not sure I’ll make it
But I know I have to
Hold onto this life closely
You know it’s not gonna last
I see you walk past me, so happy
Hope you left room for the pain
And all of the rain on your parade
When you lose yourself out on the path
I’m playing a game with
Half the heart and twice the sweat
So remember my name
cause the next time you see me
I won’t be off guard
It’s not a simple equation
You must be diligent every single day
And tend to your patience
Now I’m not sure I’ll make it
But I know I have to
Hold onto this life closely
You know it’s not gonna last
I see you walk past me, so happy
Hope you left room for the pain
And all of the rain on your parade
When you lose yourself out on the path
Hold onto this life closely
You know it’s not gonna last
I see you walk past me, so happy
Hope you left room for the pain
And all of the rain on your parade
When you lose yourself out on the path
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3. |
The Weight
05:11
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The weights have been lifted
But the feeling is not gone
So I try, oh I'd die without this cure
The one I take for granted
Is the one that gets me undone
I want to seize my days at last
But my past it pulls me back
So I stray from my new ways
And sail off in the distance
What can I say?
What if you miss the days?
When I played and gave it away
I made a mistake
The time is now and then
I pretend like I give in, remission
To all these petty lies
So I cry and I say goodbye
‘Cause it’s mine
My way of playing this game
I’m ashamed
If I say that I want this truth
Can I prove it?
I gave this blood for myself
I don’t wanna lose it.
And what if I say, what if I say
I don’t know who’s gonna use it?
What if I don’t care, what if I don’t care
What if I don’t care? And I just share
It’s not my name
Or what it is I have made
It’s the train of thoughts
I need to perpetrate
The campaign cannot wait
I must run today
Or we may fray
And fade away
What if you miss the days?
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4. |
Game's Called Life
04:44
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Let’s play a game if you feel ok
I’m arranging all the plays
But that’s just for my way
The goal is to find
What you want so bad
Without making suffer
Those that you pass
You may quit anytime
And you won’t be fined
If you feel motivated
You can rejoin in
The blink of an eye
You can’t lose cause nobody survives
So if you want to make the most of this life
You’d better take this chance at a victory
And be the player that you were meant to be
Meant to be
The game’s called life
I hope you play it right
Some players steal, cheat, and kill
Just to win their prize
Try this if you’d like but
You might be surprised
The result may lead to demise
So be true and good and then
Choose big or small
A win is a win but
You can’t win them all
You can’t lose cause nobody survives
So if you want to make the most of this life
You’d better take this chance at a victory
And be the player that you were meant to be
Meant to be
You can’t lose cause nobody survives
So if you want to make the most of this life
You’d better take this chance at a victory
And be the player that you were meant to be
Meant to be
I think you see my analogy
I’m recruiting a team that
Wants to be free
So join me, and be
what you need to be.
Let’s show the other players
What it really means
We have power in the age of know
Gotta use it or lose it so let’s go
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5. |
The Band
05:04
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The band broke up
But the band got back together
The band broke up
But the band is forever
And we’re ready to attack
I don’t see us being easily defeated
But I won’t let my guard down
Until I find a reason
I think that you know we tried
But what we never had still died
Had to find a better way
To get out of a stressful place
Go, drink your poison now
We don’t need you to bring us down
It’s pretty sad you know
To watch your friends collapse and grow
Will I be pulled by the undertow?
‘Cause I’ve been fighting hard
It just doesn’t show
And will I see
What these ventures are doing to me?
Is what I’m barking up even close to a tree
Or am I blinded by insanity?
The band broke up
But the band got back together
The band broke up
But the band is forever
And we’re ready to attack
I don’t see us being easily defeated
But I won’t let my guard down
Until I find a reason
Oh I found one
All these promises left undone
Some to myself
And some to others
I’ve let down my own brothers
Not again, not one more time
I’m laying it out on the line
‘Cause the band broke up
The band broke up
But the band got back together
The band broke up
But the band is forever
And we’re ready to attack
I don’t see us being easily defeated
But I won’t let my guard down
Until I find a reason
8 months without a show
This drought feels so impossible
The drag of feet and energy deplete
Determines what I feel is weak but
We can’t stop, the fire grows
Everyone knows each high
Must meet its low
That’s it folks, a big reveal
The fruit ferments and our wounds heal
It’s about time to build the beast
The first few tries gave no release but
When it does you’ll be informed
Of a calming eye within the storm
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6. |
Chasing Myself
06:37
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I’m chasing myself
Trying to have a conversation
Regarding my wealth
If I were to lose all motivation
It’s not going well
I’m too quick for my wits
So I just keep on
Running, running
With nowhere to go
It’s harder to tell now
If I’m really above or I’m just going under
I’d like to proceed but my body stops me
Tells me to stay on the path
I can’t say what will go down
It seems that we’re burning ourselves to stay bright
The fire it has to run out
But my flame can’t extinguish
I’m going under, yes I’m going under
Please make it stop, the pollution and the cops
I can’t take all the hate and the grief
And the names we call others, our sisters and brothers
What will we do if the hand really comes down?
Divided by choice in our pushed away voices
We’re on the way out, yes I see it now
There’s an open road that no one will go down
I’m scared for my health
Because of all this contamination
It’s all that they sell
They’ve got a lot of determination
It’s not going well
We just keep telling ourselves to keep on
Running, running
As if there’s somewhere to go
It’s easy to see now
That we have no say in the corporate ways
They want to proceed so they do it with ease
Without a care for the world
I can’t say what will go down
It seems that we’re burning ourselves to stay bright
The fire it has to run out
But my flame can’t extinguish
We’re all going under, we’re all going under
Please make it stop, there’s no water for the crops
I can’t see past ignorant bliss
Their criminal ways have all amounted to this
The air that we breathe and the compassion that we need
The blood that I bleed, you’re not so different from me
We’re all suffering the consequence of business
Isn’t this what the books are all about?
A grey landscape that we can’t live without?
Manufactured lies come from all the suits and ties
People who are so very clearly evil but
Talk about this and you’re quickly dismissed
It’s all just a theory cause boy if that came out
Well then I’d be pretty leary well I’m telling you to hear me
Our time is running out, we’re in the midst of a drought
And the ice is melting down, I’m afraid for us now
Chase your dreams while you still can
Embrace your friends while they’re still there
Our way of life is fading so fast
I don’t know how long I’ll last
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7. |
Bad Habit
04:17
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Sweet summertime come find me
Find me with the trees or running in the breeze
I feel your warmth on my cold back
I feel attacked by the long winter bath
All this time I’m grinding
While I’m inside I know I’ll feel alive
Pick up a stick and start to hit
Remember what I miss so that’s what I’m gonna get
I found it
I’ve got what I need
Unrestricted love that I can get more of
I’m never stopping now until I get enough
I’ve been at it like a bad habit
If you do you may as well abuse
I can’t stop just like the Red Hots
I spun too fast and now I’m off track
But nevermind a decline
It’s on the line but I know I don’t have time
I’ll keep it steady and heavy, I’m ready
I’ve stayed the path so I know I’ve gotta last
I found it
I’ve got what I need
Unrestricted love that I can get more of
I’m never stopping now until I get enough
When you know you’ve found your calling
Don’t let it go you’ve got to carry on
I can’t allow the world to pass me by
So I took the other ride to the frontlines
And I’m pushing through
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8. |
My Roll
06:28
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I spend my days rolling along
Until the day I’ll be soaring slowly
I won’t ever slow my roll
As I work I feel my worth modifying
But I’m trying til I cry I just keep lying to myself then I stop
And I grab a cup and then suck it up and get back in the shop
My head spins until sleep wins
Then I wake again to try and make amends
For the failure that was yesterday
I know I have to think that way
Who am I to tell you how to live?
After all I am just a kid
But you rarely see the elderly
Revolutionize our way of thinking
Put the status quo into a tailspin
Enough times and a wave will begin
To form into the norm
There will be a storm
And the loss will be great
I can’t wait for the pain
I know we need change
I spend my days rolling along
Until the day I’ll be soaring slowly
I won’t ever slow my roll
Slowly
Slowly I roll
Slowly
I’ll never slow my roll
Slowly
Slowly I roll
Slowly
Gain momentum as I go
I’m not going without a fight and
I’m done throwing in the towel every night
And I won’t put out out the light
Until I’m done with the work, alright yeah
Can’t you save me from my own safe place?
I wanna finish first in the big rat race
That space may mean a big sacrifice
I’m not sure I wanna leave such a nice life
All my friends have gone their own ways
But I got these lines and I got my ***
We’re doing well but we’re not satisfied
And that’s not gonna change but that is a lie
Yeah we’re gonna turn it around
It won’t be forever we’re stuck underground
Someday the world will bow to their knees
When they realize what they wanted was to be free
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9. |
Come With Me
04:23
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Come with me we’re being chased
We might as well go together ‘cause we’re headed to the same place
I’m not sure how they found me and I’m sorry to implicate
You in my painful grace, I know there’s other ways
But I don’t care, I can’t stay here
Once they have you it’s the end of tears
It’s the end of fears and that may sound nice
But we need to feel
I remember when it was revealed
That what we’re told may not be real and
If you don’t fight you’ll be absorbed
And reformed over the years
In the end what you’ve known is lost
I’m afraid I can’t afford that cost
So from here on out it’s not that far, we must push on
It’s been a long journey now
I made sacrifices and they got me down
But I can’t look back it’s too far gone
It’s been three years, now I’m up on a hill
I can see my old house from here
It’s just a pile of bricks since the accident
I know I was right to leave because shortly after came the disease
They must’ve been mistaken, people began shaking
No one knows the cause, it could’ve been their diet or lack of pollution laws
I had family there but there’s no life left just the love I lost
Now I’m on my own, my companion is gone
Since they dropped that bomb
The sun don’t shine and the crops die young
It’s been real cold and I’ve just burnt the last log
I walk all day, I even tried to pray
I may be the one life left and it’s all because I took a few right steps
I’m not happy now but who’s to say the dead can tell?
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